Another Artistic Cliche?

Am I? I love art. I love the passion behind it, I dont just look at it as a career or a pastime, for me it is a lifestyle. When I look at something I dont just see it as it is, I see the potential it has, I see what about it might make a great photograph, its not a long laborious thought process I go through, it is second nature like breathing- I dont even realize Im doing it unless sometimes I accidentally say what I am thinking out loud.

Ever since I left the studio I have been feeling like a failure in my art, I dont have time to shoot anymore, let alone the subjects to shoot even if I had the time. But today I was offered not one but two opportunities to jump back in to the most important thing in my life. I was called and asked to not only shoot an event at the Drake Hotel, but also a wedding in Colorado! I haven't agreed to either one yet, I'll have to find a digital camera to use seeing as how mine is not in working condition... and on top of that I am nervous as heck! 

But I feel re-inspired, I feel as though I have taken a deep breath and will now survive- these are both perfect opportunities to showcase my passion and hard work. And hopefully it pays off!