Snapshots

My life has come to a halt.
Moving out of the city = moving out of my current/happy/full life and back into my past.

I tried to step back and just look at my new life from a distance today... and it looked so lonely.
I tried to picture what a "snapshot" of my new life compared to the old would look like, and I dont mean just a photograph- I mean a snapshot of the entire experience...
Needless to say they were awfully different. And yes being here is more lonely, but I have to believe its for the best for now, otherwise I would just be depressed about it.

I wish I could have a snapshot from each period of my life and line them up on the wall as a sort of path of existence thus far.

Soon enough things will be back to how I love them- busy/full/exhausting. So for now I rest up for what is to come.