.seriously.

one of the things about my life that makes it hard for me to feel normal is the rejection I get from my parents when they don't even know they are doing it. I dont think that they understand what it feels like, even when its pointed out they are oblivious. I need to find a better way to either a) get across to them how it feels to have them automatically pick a (near) stranger to watch my sister overnight and take her somewhere in the morning over me even when I OFFER to. b) get over the fact that they think so little of me.

SUPER.

Its not that I think they dont love me... It's just that I dont think they LIKE me very much....